I think the hardest part about Josh being out of town is the bedtime routine. It is like having to be multiple places at the same time. Like tonight we got home from having dinner with the Simons and I had to:carry Sam upstairs let dogs out carry Ben upstairs change Ben's diaper get Ben bottle get Ben in pjs get barking dogs back in feed dogs change Sam nurse Sam This all happens in a ten minute or less period of time, so by the end I feel like I have just sprinted a mile and am exhausted. Usually after I nurse Sam we have several rounds of "Mommy can you lie down with me?" and Sam crying while I am tending to Ben. Luckily tonight they were exhausted so they were both out immediately. Thank God. Josh gets home tonight and I will be thrilled to have another set of hands at bedtime again.