I had a business meeting this morning that I brought Ben to. Luckily he was very well behaved and it was with my friend Jean (who I also do some work for). I used to be one of those people who really liked big ol' boundaries. I wanted each part of my life compartmentalized so that one area would not bleed into the next. Boy has that had to change. And I keep holding out for a sense of structure and every time I try to enact some sort of system, it's a disaster. It's like constantly saying "Okay. Tomorrow I will stop eating bread forever". And then I make it until about 11:00 before I start wolfing down a baguette.