I am having a hard time right now getting anything done. I have been feeling a low level depression that is keeping me from focusing on anything. And I finally figured out that I just miss my dog. To some of you this probably sounds silly, but I am sure many of you get it. I miss Lula. She has been a constant presence for me for FIFTEEN YEARS and I feel a bit lost without her. I find myself staring into space and seem incapable of doing even the simplest of things. Even sending an email seems like a monumental task. And I see her everywhere and find myself looking for her during the day. I have so many things I want to be working on, that I NEED to be working on and I cannot manage it. Even writing this blog post feels like I have to write all of Anna Karenina. So I am going to stop now. I am exhausted. I need Lula back.
On My Mind #27 | Struggling
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